PONDERING

I'm aware of the damnation
A slimmer into your salvation
So can you really make this condemnation
To a cycle of arbitration


It's killing
This chilling
Amazing thrilling
Positively fulfilling
Rendered high to the ceiling
Constantly demeaning
This willing drilling feeling


Always ever green
Sometimes often mean
Almost rarely seen
Feels like a dorsal fin
Stuck on a fish trying to win
Swimming swiftly in

This force
With no remorse
Striving to get off this course
Like a jumping horse
Stronger like a native Norse

Excited with so much glee
To blind to see
It's staring at me
Was it worth the fee
They'll ask and ponder thee
And when'll it be free

You just have to wait for your moment
Away from the torment
And leave no comment

Destiny

Take me back to the night we met

all the magic and rush of adrenaline

Remember when just a smile used to calm both our hearts

And it was the world in its orbit with us floating around it

You can't pretend to show me your wicked ways

Because I taught you all that you know

Used to be the only one to set my heart ablaze

Now you think you're too complicated to care

such a puzzle an unexplainable maze

Behind all this brick and stone walls 

I feel all our happy memories are trapped 

I hanging by this thread and i feel like a fool

Just like an open target in a field of blood thirsty vultures

Sitting in a puddle of tears 

I can't reflect, i'm really drowning this time

I'd be happy if i could still remember how to move my lips

Go ahead ring all the bells and whistles

It's curtain call time and your show is far from concluding

Like the rusty old bridge between our hearts

I'll try one last time and breathe again 

How about you?