Bright Orange Cape

Okay so i realized i basically have taken ages without actually writing down something which in my book is odd. Here goes.............                   
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He stood at the edge in his bright orange cape

Staring and contemplating what the next stage would be

He fancied himself a hero with a misunderstood artistic perception of life

Always trying to stand out and get respect he knew not what to do with

Never following orders and trying to live outside the borders

Seeing the easy way out made him chipper and excited

For he saw this as an opportunity for his time to rise

As the cold chilling wind passes through the mountains unto the plains

We all recall and ponder that this tale is as puzzling as the subject

That was years ago when all that was complicated is much irrelevant in existence

For the man in the funny orange cape got his final wish & seen by the masses

Fly he did and soar to the heavens as he dreamed

Leaving only that bright orange cape as a remembrance of him

Memories

Memories embrace like old mistresses

Hugging and gliding with familiarity

Real and pure vision is difficult to glimpse of

For darkness always hides and reflects it from our gaze

Again

So whatever path we choose to take

There'll be highs and lows the same

We never run from our mistakes

the harder we fall 

the harder we learn to try again

HURTFUL

I used to laugh it off
I used to look the other way
I used to save my troubles for another day

I kept my fingers crossed
I used to never take the vein
I'd pull a sunshine story in the pouring rain
The more i had to change, i just stayed the same


You don't know what you've got
Till you're missing it a lot
I had to go through it all away
I was drunk from the start
From the bottom of my heart i apologize
What i did to you was hurtful
What i'm going through is hurtful

.....Erik Hassle

Why

Why don't we smile anymore

I'm  not ok with that

Why don't we laugh anymore

I'm really not ok with that

Why don't we dance slowly

I know the hurt won't disappear and it's a fact

But as time rushes by

And the clouds seem to fly

with all the things left aside

I believe i t's were the miracles lie

or were we try to hide

Why don't we try anymore

surely we aren't afraid of that.

RIGHT?

Imagine me

There is a coming feeling I always get when looking at nature

It touches the creative and artistic side of me

so calm and strong yet so vicious and easily destroyed

Magnificent

WONDER

Woke up to a gray sky
I closed my eyes and it was fine
Making the voices fade and colors brightly burst in
You might have walked my way
Or tried to say hello today
But in my state of illusion
You were sadly nothing but fiction
so I probably smiled and waved away
Trying to make all my sorrows fade in May
The cold reality has its firm grip on me
oh its making me see


I can't even tell the forest from the trees
Don't know if its all me or just the green
Feeling hurtful and stressed inside
so confused although I try to hide
letting my head move round and round
Feeling empty and used
wondering if my path was right
if all my decisions are justified
or maybe a way to sleep at night
is this my end or beginning
i don't know, i'm way far gone

Today was no exception from the rest
huge unexpected surprises follow me
like they are in awe and are somehow drawn to me
The water fills to its brink
my head starts to explode
i'm speechless, weightless it's so effortless
And there's nothing you can do
there's nothing you can say
to make the ache and pain consuming all around me dissolve


I'm trapped in my memories of you and me
this fantasy that seems to real to me
I can't complete, this endless wrong on my own
Please won't you be the one
be my knight, fly above and slay them down
the demons and evil hiding in the dark
of my shadow
I believe you'll help me because i don't wanna drown